this is what people call dancing place..

and this is what man done..just to approach girls..

everytime i reached this kind of place, it never really made me a good impression . I m just wondering how girls and boys attracting to this party place..and you and them.

surely i have been here because i m interested too.

i m just interested on the dancing part...and except for this all those attracting between boys and girls were really annoyed me.

i m an "iceberg" whatever if you wan to call me like this.

"you really cool.."

"you were definitely two different people at stage and here."

well, i m being enjoyed when dancing there, but really felt disgusting when the guys trying to approach girl with their dirty hands. i hate that but i have to know this is the place.

i really observing everyone there, or maybe i can't observe all of them.

but it made me felt like the world was change.

the guys would really spent so a lot just to let you how rich are them, or just to fulfill their success feel.

that was what guys need?

or that was what girls need?

is that really i m too conservative?

keeping myself a huge distance from people... and i link this situation to another place when i was with my dear's friend.

is that i m too protecting myself?

just have that kind of "cool" which afraid people.

can it really be my personality? or i need to overcome it..?

i need to open up my mind?

its really conservative too much!

i m really feeling strong insecurity when i saw what mans done ...

he really got his girl friend with him...

but why he wanna do that to us?

maybe i dunno what was really crazy about mans libido..

but i just can't accept this.

i m strongly feeling insecure too when i saw how girls trying to get attention from boy..

really insecure and imagine that my boy friend was facing this kind of girl, and what will be the next?

He loves me so as i do.

so please don't have the insane mind ok.

oh my god, 

i gt a flower here and ya is yours giving to all of us,

expensive flower, expensive tiger, expensive hot beer,

oh man..oh man...this is what u like to share .

well, i m enjoyed here.

because i m not being of you and i don't think it could really affected my mind.haha

that was your matter ~

thanks for the freedom today cause you know i will back to your heart at last.

home sick can be cure soon.

the coming saturday,

the coming saturday~